Life as we all know brings us many ups and downs. You STUPID? Ah, kinda! but I would not take it seriously because we do all have our contribution to the Association of the Idiots!
Relationship with a single entity is very complex. Can you imagine a relationship with someone who has attachment to more than one?! I hope you get the point. You were already aware of the trouble this relationship would bring. Equiping yourself with "I can manage." was not enough in your case. You are in a vulnerable state that no armor or shield could protect you from hurt or pain. I think you got caught up with the excitement and all the fireworks your found love have offered. The electricity was everywhere and its only natural to enjoy and forget that it's only borrowed moments. We are humans and are easily fooled by our emotions. It has been awhile since you felt alive and strong. Unconsciously, emotions threw you off the track. I don't think there would be anyone who could condemn on that note.
Relationship with a single entity is very complex. Can you imagine a relationship with someone who has attachment to more than one?! I hope you get the point. You were already aware of the trouble this relationship would bring. Equiping yourself with "I can manage." was not enough in your case. You are in a vulnerable state that no armor or shield could protect you from hurt or pain. I think you got caught up with the excitement and all the fireworks your found love have offered. The electricity was everywhere and its only natural to enjoy and forget that it's only borrowed moments. We are humans and are easily fooled by our emotions. It has been awhile since you felt alive and strong. Unconsciously, emotions threw you off the track. I don't think there would be anyone who could condemn on that note.
You have been at the other end of that tunnel. You have crossed this bridge before. Look at you still standing strong. You have learned a new lesson in this avenue and should take it along for the new roads ahead. It maybe too fresh to see the bright side of this experience. But can you imagine if your relationship with Ramonok have flourished more than what it is right now? Don't you think it would have been more painful.
You may be crying today and tomorrow but there is always that day when a new love will come and find you. Open and broaden your horizon. Life is good that way.
Achuchu!
4 Oinks:
girl! di ba sabi nila, mas mahal ang "kerida" kesa sa real one?......isang batok naman dyan o!
Do you ever wonder those moments that you wish you can fly? This is one of those moment. GUSTO KITANG BATUKAN AT SAMPALIN para kang sister in law ko ... grrrrr!!!!!
hmnn.. i dont know what to say.. except that your advice is the best advice Clementine could get. really.
Ramonok said, and i quote.."After all you had been through.. dadagdagan ko pa ba yung pain?"
again.. silence... i just don't know what to say... except that maybe, everything happens for a reason, and that perhaps, we will never know when or with who you'll fall in love with..
hay... nosebleed. parang parallel universes.
tumpak Quantum Physics lol
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